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Friends only, when i feel like it of course.
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[29 Apr 2008|05:50pm] |
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my fucking god i hate my coworkers.
i love my job, i work at a daycare, and my hours are 7 am to 4:30 pm.
the legal child to teacher ratio is 1:5 because i work with toddlers,so even if we have 6 kids there must be 2 adults present to watch them, and usually at the end of the day around 3:30 we're already down to six so we take them on the playground, well the lady i work with has to close our classroom (spray Lysol/vacuum/mop etc.) and with six kids hanging around in there it is IMPOSSIBLE to keep clean, so when we get down to 5 kids, (which is usually around 3:30, an HOUR before I'm scheduled >:|) i am supposed to clock out, but me and the lady have an agreement that when we get down to five she goes inside and cleans up real fst so i wont lose hours and she wont have overtime from having to clean after all the kids are gone, well apparently some bitch in the bigger kids room told on me to my boss so she chewed me out in front of EVERYONE today saying she is not going to pay me for the time i was there after there was only 5 kids, which is complete bullshit. stingy cunts srsly.
i love how jobs you actually like can suck so badly.
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[13 Apr 2008|10:00pm] |
so the Darjeeling limited is an amazing movie, go rent it, or watch it, or buy it.
i made a playlist, and i love it :]
listen to it. tell me what you think.
http://www.playlist.com/node/31235294
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[03 Apr 2008|09:08pm] |
to watch my friends change in front of me, watch them grow up and slowly pull away, it kills me inside that some of my friends seem to care more about the affection of strangers and worrying how they look in front of them than they do about their own friends, maybe they don't realise that I know they're lying more than half the time, posting bulletins saying "my sn is ****** for those of you who were asking" means pretty much, "no one is iming me right now, so here's my screen name" it just makes people think you're desperate, but those girls that you and your l33t myspace famous crew have drooling at your feet make you feel like you're god, this shit won't last, just give it up already.
sara
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[30 Mar 2008|07:21pm] |
my god, how can someone I thought was deep turn out to be the biggest fucking idiot I've ever met, okay dude, first of all, if you're going to write me a very special, "I'm thinking about you, and ill never stop loving you" type of email. then please don't let me know you wrote it to another girl also, and please make sure I don't know the lyrics you just sent me go to the song on your new girlfriends myspace page. lame seriously.
sara
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[28 Mar 2008|05:40am] |
he can actually be, dare I say, cute?
sara
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[25 Mar 2008|10:42pm] |
okay, finally, an update.
today at the plasma center I waited ten hours to get the plasma donation done, and I was fine through most of it, the needle was big, but manageable, and it was slightly painful, but nothing considering what was to come, it was a boring exchange, the lady next to me may have been addicted to some illegal substance which name I am not quite sure, through the last session of putting my red blood cells back into my arm I started to get what felt like terrible sea sickness and the nurse quickly gave me a bag to vomit into, I hadn't had anything to eat so most of what came up was nothing but bitter stinging bile, a doctor came and made me eat two packets of sugar and a glucose tablet to attempt to get my blood sugar back up, I have in the past had some hypoglycemic problems but I thought nothing of it, after a couple minutes I was feeling back to my old self so we decided to get me up to the window so they could pay me out, I started feeling strange halfway there but thought nothing of it, when we had finally gotten to the window I was feeling odd, I put my stickers on the papers and suddenly vertigo set in, my eyes went fuzzy and the next thing I know I was lost in a sea of blackness, it felt like a rollercoaster and suddenly I heard voices, my eyes fluttered open and two doctors and my mother were standing over me as I was now laying in a bed, an oxygen mask strapped to my face, I was confused and I couldn't remember how I got there, they forced me to eat more sugar tablets and had me drink some powerade, my body felt numb and tingly, I was freezing but sweating at the same time, I had to sit there for about another 30 minutes before they let me stand, I felt very strange but okay, so after promising that I would go get something to eat they let me go, my mother walked me to the car and we passed the doctor who gave me my physical, he was a very nice man and I wish I had gotten his name, after getting in the car we swung by my sisters work to grab her debit card and then went to mcdonalds, I wasn't feeling well but I ate anyways, the seasick feeling would not shake off but I tried to will it away, after getting money out of her account we dropped her card back off and went back accross home towards town, the sun hurt my eyes so I closed them, my mothers and brothers voices only made my stomach feel worse, it was like I could feel the soundwaves like ocean waves, rocking me and making my only feel worse, we picked up my other sister at family dollar and headed home, as we got closer to home I knew it was coming, I grabbed the mcdonalds bag from earlier and had no chouice but to let loose my lunch and all dignity, the bag, which sadly was obviously not stable enough, broke and launched my entire contents of my stomach flying onto my hands, clothes and car seat, my mother pulled over and I got out, emptying the rest of what was left in my stomach onto the dirt beside the road, I pulled off my shirt(in front of 4 teenage boys unfortunatly) and slipped on a clean jacket, we tried our hardest to clean it but somne was left, which will be cleaned later, finally we were home and I made my way into the house and changed, before passing out on my bed for a few hours, I woke up later feeling slightly better, but not completely well, ate dinner and watched a movie with my parents, a very good one I might add, I can't quite remember the name but it had adrian brody, jason shwartzman, and owen wilson, then went downstairs and layed in bed, which brings me to this point, I don't want to have to go back on thursday but I have to, if I don't donate again they won't be able to use my plasma which would make this whole exchange useless, I think I'll definatly eat before going next time, and if I still have ill effects I won't do it again. I should have seen this coming.
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[25 Mar 2008|08:18am] |
ugh, giving plasma today, last time I gave blood I puked all over myself, ill give an update as soon as its over :/
sara
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[24 Mar 2008|09:48pm] |
AHAHAHA
so that last post. is me tired. like right now, I'm not even going to correct it, fuck it, for the tl;dr group, I hate aging hipsters. the end.
sara
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[24 Mar 2008|09:41pm] |
I had 2 fucking hours of sleep last night, I'd apreciate it if people would no im me while I'm trying to relax, I'm so fucking tired and in pain and grouchy right now, and some pretentious little fuck trying to outsmart me with his knowledge of oh so fucking underground music does not make me happy, you arenot impressing my dick, stop now, its not cool, you aren't cool, you are just some aging wannabe hipster, your music tastes bore me and frankly I don't care if you've known of some stupid band forever, I DO NOT CARE.
what is it with people who have macs thinking they are lord of the music. fucking dickwads.
p.m.s.ara
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[24 Mar 2008|03:44pm] |
these are some random pictures.
sara
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| this is me right now. |
[24 Mar 2008|03:41pm] |
right now, this is me.
sara
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[23 Mar 2008|05:31pm] |
I reallly hate easter, every year it fucks me over.
sara
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[22 Mar 2008|06:00pm] |
mai bb boi
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[19 Mar 2008|11:27pm] |
I make good dinners
sara
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[19 Mar 2008|07:05pm] |
its just photodumping
sara
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[19 Mar 2008|12:06am] |
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my sidekick is being very unreasonable lately, and I need a new top up card so I will have more days, god damn me being poor.
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[18 Mar 2008|02:53pm] |
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I haaaate going to sleep at 6 am and then being awoken at 12, isn't fair :/ but I did have some strange dreams. very very strange, like something about being in a high school and like, its a crazy high school with a giant pool, and there was a girl from ms13 who was 9 months pregnant, and like I had to take my lunch dish which btw was a giant glass pan thing. then like someone elbowed me in the face as I was turning the corner and I flew into the pool, I don't know, it was crazy.
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